Life is empty

Feeling hurt
Feeling empty
Is too hard to go on
My heart was tearing in a pieces
Is broken, is bleeding.....
Deeply hurt, too painful inside....
Why me???
Do I have a choice?
I was too weak to make a move
Too blank to talk
Too empty to make a start
I even couldn't cry....
But my heart is bleeding seriously
I don't see hope, I don't see any future
Why the world is so cruel to me
Why must I need to go through all these
Shall I move on
Shall I end it here
I just couldn't afford to be hurt again
Too hard..... Too tired
Just let it go
but my heart is telling me is not end yet
Hatress, annoying, sadness....
Is not done yet
I need to let it out, I need to scream, I need to punch somebody, I need to beat somebody, I need to slap somebody
How????